Category: Blog

Terrible Fly

When your mindfulness is strong enough, it will penetrate beneath the pain and you will see it for what it is.

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15 Years

My distorted reflection stared back at me between the swirls of scratches and etched graffiti that marred its surface. I hated shaving.

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Stories In My Cell

Some people have a moment of desperation followed by spiritual revelation. Some people have near death experiences and see their lives flash before their eyes. I had neither of those.

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The Incarcerated Imagination

I used to dream about being free. Early on, while I was still facing a life sentence and had yet to be sentenced to prison, I dreamt of the miraculous.

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An Angel On The Ganges

Patrick Michael Brady. The Irish Italian stallion from Monte Sereno, California. Our friendship started during the second grade, back before his eye surgery, back when he wore the most ridiculously

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A Path Through Cages

Cages. I’ve been in a lot of them.  It comes with the territory. Most people envision the prison cell as the prototypical cage a person must endure while incarcerated. The

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The Jesusita Firebreak

My mother peered out the window of the airplane, surveying the California coastline many thousands of feet below her. Commanding her view of the airscape was a single, billowing, plume

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Sword & Scale: Episode 89

I’d heard about the Sword & Scale podcast through word-of-mouth and started listening sometime last spring. It only took a couple of months to blast through each episode, listening to many

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Surrender

Today, April 23rd, is my sobriety date. Twelve years ago yesterday, I got loaded for the last time. Here is that story. I’d decided that there was no sense in

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Prison Dharma

Some people have a moment of desperation followed by spiritual revelation.  Some people have near death experiences and see their lives flash before their eyes. I had neither of those.

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