Category: Recovery

Drunk-ish: A Sobriety Podcast

This is not your average sobriety story. Matthew Hahn was a meth-addicted burglar who thought he’d just pulled off the heist of his life. Then he cracked open a safe

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Early Draft Of Recovery Dharma

Loosely, the goal was to offer a practice guide framed around the triple gem – the Buddha, the Dharma, and the Sangha – using language that more closely aligned with

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My Recovery Dharma Story

I was facing many centuries in prison under California’s three strikes law. My suffering was inescapable. It was time to do something different.

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How To Human, Episode 66

Matthew Hahn has been many things in his lifetime. A career criminal and drug addict, a selfless man of courage, a convict, a devout Buddhist, a recovered drug addict, and

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An Imperfect Mirror

I used to shave using the stainless steel mirror bolted to the concrete wall of my cell. I could barely see my face.

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15 Years

My distorted reflection stared back at me between the swirls of scratches and etched graffiti that marred its surface. I hated shaving.

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Monastic Cellblocks

This was written in October 2009 while living in a minimum security fire camp in Southern California. My grandfather passed away a few weeks ago and I recently received a

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